i finally know how much they care about me, how much they love me, more than I ever knew in the past. i know my mom and dad misses me. i just know it, and i don't need any confirmation calls anymore. =) mom and dad are against me going for the surgery, coz they simply didn't want to see myself getting scarred. my dad says he wants me to try chinese medicine first. well, despite how much i detest the way chinese doctors treat, i'm not gonna care anymore. whatever my parents want for me is always the best, i believe. suddenly, i feel that i'm studying more for them than for myself. suddenly, i have this strong sense of realisation, that that should be the motivation that drives me -- to make them proud of me.
yet, i can never always be who they want me to be =( does that make me unfilial?
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Just because you cant be who they want you to be doesn't mean you're unfillial. After all you've got you've got ypur own life to lead, just try your utmost best to be the best you can be. I'm sure they'll still love you all the same, whether you meet their expectations or not.
Even though i do not know what difficulties you're going through or what sickness you're having, i do hope you'll endure through this toiling moments and emerge triumphant.
all the best for yr exams =)
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